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Created on 2007-04-05 12:34:16 (#12654846), last updated 2008-04-18
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Basic Info| Name: | hurtpunishcry |
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| Birthdate: | 1989-09-23 |
Biomy journal is souly about me and my pursuit for the perfect body, i feel as though everytime i eat, even a small plate of lettuce or a diet drink that i have failed myself completely and then i just go binge. I know its stupid but i just feel as though every calorie is ruining me, i have suffered from anorexia about 2 years ago now (i am almost fully recovered) and back then i felt beautiful and as though i had a perfect life and just to obtain that again i must loose weight. I want to loose 18 kilos, get rid of everything on me so i am just a drab flawless anorexic beauty. I want to be all bones and nothing else, i want to waste away, i want attention, i want everyone to see that i can do this, i hate being put down and i just want to be accepting into this cruel world of size 6 everything.
I am not open to being judged at all, so if your here to try and help me or critisise me, leave me alone, i just want support and assurance that im doing this for a good reason.
I am not open to being judged at all, so if your here to try and help me or critisise me, leave me alone, i just want support and assurance that im doing this for a good reason.
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